[This was not clicking for some reason. He has been staring at these reports for the past hour and half, nothing having been accomplished besides from papers being shuffled around in a semblance of productivity and knives thrown into the pillar behind him out of sheer frustration. His fingers tapping along the worn metal to keep himself from doing further property damage at this rate.
The bottom line was that stress was gnawing at him.
Not from the job though. If anything, reports should came as second nature after the past few months and coordinating had been relatively easy once the rough first week passed by. Being a vanguard should cause less stress than doing actually fieldwork yet here he was at a breaking point almost.
There was nothing. Absolutely nothing. Those stupid letters and photos and other bullshit weren't coming in anymore.
Something had to have happened and he's stuck here in this goddamn tower like a fresh rezzed moron.
His hands were effectively tied as well. No one could be sent out without the other two's approval and even then it'd be brought forward to discussion by the head vanguard. Which means that nothing could happen for days and he'll be sitting on his ass like he already was. All it did was make him all the more frustrated about having given up his freedom to leave as he so pleased because at least then someone would be out there trying to figure out what happened.
The hunter buries his face in his hands with an exhausted sigh leaving him. He probably looked like hell at this rate. Throwing himself into long hours had made his sleep schedule an abysmal handful of hours in the past few days. Half the time he didn't know how he wasn't passing out during meetings. Be easy to. Pull the hood further down, lean down on the table and maybe get an hour or two of on and off rest. Might be the best time to try it out to be quite honest since the hall was dead before attempting it when there'd be actual repercussions to getting caught.
He grunts after stretching out on the table some, pillowing his head with his arms for something close to comfortable. Shade is called out of transmat to keep a watch on things while an attempt at a nap was made. The ghost whirling softly in concern but does as told.
Things suck. Might as well try to ignore it for the time being.]
The bottom line was that stress was gnawing at him.
Not from the job though. If anything, reports should came as second nature after the past few months and coordinating had been relatively easy once the rough first week passed by. Being a vanguard should cause less stress than doing actually fieldwork yet here he was at a breaking point almost.
There was nothing. Absolutely nothing. Those stupid letters and photos and other bullshit weren't coming in anymore.
Something had to have happened and he's stuck here in this goddamn tower like a fresh rezzed moron.
His hands were effectively tied as well. No one could be sent out without the other two's approval and even then it'd be brought forward to discussion by the head vanguard. Which means that nothing could happen for days and he'll be sitting on his ass like he already was. All it did was make him all the more frustrated about having given up his freedom to leave as he so pleased because at least then someone would be out there trying to figure out what happened.
The hunter buries his face in his hands with an exhausted sigh leaving him. He probably looked like hell at this rate. Throwing himself into long hours had made his sleep schedule an abysmal handful of hours in the past few days. Half the time he didn't know how he wasn't passing out during meetings. Be easy to. Pull the hood further down, lean down on the table and maybe get an hour or two of on and off rest. Might be the best time to try it out to be quite honest since the hall was dead before attempting it when there'd be actual repercussions to getting caught.
He grunts after stretching out on the table some, pillowing his head with his arms for something close to comfortable. Shade is called out of transmat to keep a watch on things while an attempt at a nap was made. The ghost whirling softly in concern but does as told.
Things suck. Might as well try to ignore it for the time being.]
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Date: 2015-10-13 06:39 pm (UTC)From:Now someone else knew what was wrong with him and that didn't sit right. He was supposed to be able to handle it on his own because it was his problem. Not hers nor her husband's.
He should've told her to screw off and never allowed her in.
Then there's the knock. Grunting in annoyance, he gets up and heads over to investigate, tugging the door open. When he sees who it is, it's immediately closed once more.]
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Date: 2015-10-13 06:58 pm (UTC)From:Unfortunately, some things do, and he no longer has an apartment to crash in while he reads.]
I have an entire week's worth of patrol reports from Venus and I was hoping for a quiet place to read. Or another set of eyes.
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Date: 2015-10-13 09:59 pm (UTC)From:I'm not an idiot.
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Date: 2015-10-14 09:05 pm (UTC)From:["If" is an ugly word, but he's not going to lie to James.
Fine. So James won't let him in. Andrei puts his helmet back on and walks several steps away from the door. The floor won't be a very comfortable place to study, he knows, but he's had worse.]
Wisp, I'll take those files, now.
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Date: 2015-10-14 09:19 pm (UTC)From:But then the door is open and glancing down the hall at the warlock, frowning.]
Just get the hell in here.
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Date: 2015-10-14 09:27 pm (UTC)From:Thanks.
[He picks up everything and heads obediently into the apartment.]
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Date: 2015-10-14 10:17 pm (UTC)From:[Shutting the door behind them, he heads back to his seat at the counter and pushing his bottle to be resting back in front of him. He wasn't sure if he was ever going to drink from it.]
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Date: 2015-10-15 02:28 am (UTC)From:[He takes a swig from his beer and rolls his shoulders. He hates how tied his hands were with this.]
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Date: 2015-10-15 03:20 am (UTC)From:But it's not like I could just do nothing if he's gone, you know?
If it helps, I have a few people out looking for him, too. This should just make the search easier.
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Date: 2015-10-15 04:04 am (UTC)From:Who the hell do you have looking for him and how? No formal request has been passed through.
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Date: 2015-10-15 10:07 pm (UTC)From:Maybe she won't be the one to find him? I have four different parties checking the Ishtar region.
She's the most likely, though.
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Date: 2015-10-17 05:34 am (UTC)From:[That sounds about right for the warlock or rather any warlock for that matter, making things possible despite the low chance of things remotely working out. Right now he was running low on optimism. So he gives a shrug and works on his beer.]
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