sword_breaker: (oh shit)
[This was not clicking for some reason. He has been staring at these reports for the past hour and half, nothing having been accomplished besides from papers being shuffled around in a semblance of productivity and knives thrown into the pillar behind him out of sheer frustration. His fingers tapping along the worn metal to keep himself from doing further property damage at this rate.

The bottom line was that stress was gnawing at him.

Not from the job though. If anything, reports should came as second nature after the past few months and coordinating had been relatively easy once the rough first week passed by. Being a vanguard should cause less stress than doing actually fieldwork yet here he was at a breaking point almost.

There was nothing. Absolutely nothing. Those stupid letters and photos and other bullshit weren't coming in anymore.

Something had to have happened and he's stuck here in this goddamn tower like a fresh rezzed moron.

His hands were effectively tied as well. No one could be sent out without the other two's approval and even then it'd be brought forward to discussion by the head vanguard. Which means that nothing could happen for days and he'll be sitting on his ass like he already was. All it did was make him all the more frustrated about having given up his freedom to leave as he so pleased because at least then someone would be out there trying to figure out what happened.

The hunter buries his face in his hands with an exhausted sigh leaving him. He probably looked like hell at this rate. Throwing himself into long hours had made his sleep schedule an abysmal handful of hours in the past few days. Half the time he didn't know how he wasn't passing out during meetings. Be easy to. Pull the hood further down, lean down on the table and maybe get an hour or two of on and off rest. Might be the best time to try it out to be quite honest since the hall was dead before attempting it when there'd be actual repercussions to getting caught.

He grunts after stretching out on the table some, pillowing his head with his arms for something close to comfortable. Shade is called out of transmat to keep a watch on things while an attempt at a nap was made. The ghost whirling softly in concern but does as told.

Things suck. Might as well try to ignore it for the time being.]

Date: 2015-12-03 12:30 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] rocketsout
rocketsout: justforeverme @ hollowart (pic#9340759)
[The warmth from the blanket is very appreciated, and he curls in closer to James to steal as much warmth as he possibly can.]

Maybe I don't want to go solar then, maybe I like keeping a certain hunter close for warmth.

Date: 2015-12-06 08:52 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] rocketsout
rocketsout: justforeverme @ hollowart (pic#9340759)
Hey, at least it's an effective arc tantrum. Don't diss it until you try it. And hey, it could be totally essy to learn, I might be a natural.

[The kiss makes him grin all the more, and he all but melts into the hold. Warm, happy, content, it's the best possible combination to be shared with the best possible person.]

Even if I could touch solar, think I'd want you around to curl up with anyways.

Date: 2015-12-07 11:27 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] rocketsout
rocketsout: justforeverme @ hollowart (pic#9340761)
Hey, no need to be precise if you just break everything, yeah? But nah, it's a totally precise thing though. Totally. Takes a lot to be able to aim it properly and not just wiff.

And c'mon, I'm totally a natural.

[Gentle joking, to be sure, because he's entirely content at the moment.]

Not so long as I'm around. Gonna get sick of me stealing your solar some day, and even then I'm gonna still do it.

Date: 2015-12-09 06:39 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] rocketsout
rocketsout: justforeverme @ hollowart (pic#9340759)
Well why in the heck would you ever not want to break anything? Easiest way to take care of the problem, whatever it is.

[He nuzzles into James' shoulder with a wry grin.]

Better not, 'cause I'm gonna be here for a long, long time.

Date: 2015-12-09 07:26 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] rocketsout
rocketsout: justforeverme @ hollowart (pic#9340759)
Totally the best solution. Never not the best solution.

[Oh, but those are some rather touching words, and it strikes something warm in him.]

Never have to fight anyone, promise, because there's never gonna be anyone else.

Date: 2015-12-10 01:04 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] rocketsout
rocketsout: justforeverme @ hollowart (pic#9476328)
[Oh. Oh that strikes something even deeper, and he curls further around James, pressing a kiss to his shoulder with a low noise.]

Promise I'm not going anywhere. Ever. The darkness itself can kiss my ass, not letting it rip me away from you.

Date: 2015-12-12 10:29 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] rocketsout
rocketsout: justforeverme @ hollowart (pic#9340759)
Like it would be anything different.

[Good, that hold is exactly what he wants, and even in the wake of being a bit winded, he still wouldn't miss this for the world.]

Date: 2015-12-13 12:28 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] rocketsout
rocketsout: justforeverme @ hollowart (pic#9340759)
Ehhhh, I mean....they're big kids, they can deal with me not being around for a day or two. Or four. Or more.

[Which of course is the easy way of sidestepping the question and not having to admit that he's been negligent with his work.]

Date: 2015-12-13 01:28 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] rocketsout
rocketsout: justforeverme @ hollowart (pic#9476328)
I mean, it is what it is. Like...should...probably check up on 'em at some point, figure out what our next assignment is but-

[He goes quiet for a moment, frowning slightly at the thought.]

Just don't want to get sent out real quick again, yeah?

Date: 2015-12-13 02:06 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] rocketsout
rocketsout: justforeverme @ hollowart (pic#9476328)
[There's a noise of discontent as he's moved, and even more discontent as the hunter sits, and he moves to follow him, leaning against his shoulder with a sigh.]

Should come with sometime. Like I said, teach my boys a thing or two.

Date: 2015-12-13 10:43 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] rocketsout
rocketsout: justforeverme @ hollowart (pic#9340759)
Yeah.

[It makes things a bit more sullen, and he's not certain that he likes that. Guardian life isn't at all conducive to allowing time with loved ones, after all, and that's a pretty shitty reality.

Still, he grins anyways, though it might be a bit more subdued than before, and reaches over to lace their fingers together.]


Totally a plan. And if not, then I'm just gonna have to kill everything out there fast and punch the darkness in the face quick so that I'm back home before you even notice I'm gone.

Date: 2015-12-15 12:54 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] rocketsout
rocketsout: (Default)
[The kiss and contact help ground him, and he can't help the small grin that tugs at the corners of his lips.]

I mean, it really would. I kinda learned from the best, after all.
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