[This was not clicking for some reason. He has been staring at these reports for the past hour and half, nothing having been accomplished besides from papers being shuffled around in a semblance of productivity and knives thrown into the pillar behind him out of sheer frustration. His fingers tapping along the worn metal to keep himself from doing further property damage at this rate.
The bottom line was that stress was gnawing at him.
Not from the job though. If anything, reports should came as second nature after the past few months and coordinating had been relatively easy once the rough first week passed by. Being a vanguard should cause less stress than doing actually fieldwork yet here he was at a breaking point almost.
There was nothing. Absolutely nothing. Those stupid letters and photos and other bullshit weren't coming in anymore.
Something had to have happened and he's stuck here in this goddamn tower like a fresh rezzed moron.
His hands were effectively tied as well. No one could be sent out without the other two's approval and even then it'd be brought forward to discussion by the head vanguard. Which means that nothing could happen for days and he'll be sitting on his ass like he already was. All it did was make him all the more frustrated about having given up his freedom to leave as he so pleased because at least then someone would be out there trying to figure out what happened.
The hunter buries his face in his hands with an exhausted sigh leaving him. He probably looked like hell at this rate. Throwing himself into long hours had made his sleep schedule an abysmal handful of hours in the past few days. Half the time he didn't know how he wasn't passing out during meetings. Be easy to. Pull the hood further down, lean down on the table and maybe get an hour or two of on and off rest. Might be the best time to try it out to be quite honest since the hall was dead before attempting it when there'd be actual repercussions to getting caught.
He grunts after stretching out on the table some, pillowing his head with his arms for something close to comfortable. Shade is called out of transmat to keep a watch on things while an attempt at a nap was made. The ghost whirling softly in concern but does as told.
Things suck. Might as well try to ignore it for the time being.]
The bottom line was that stress was gnawing at him.
Not from the job though. If anything, reports should came as second nature after the past few months and coordinating had been relatively easy once the rough first week passed by. Being a vanguard should cause less stress than doing actually fieldwork yet here he was at a breaking point almost.
There was nothing. Absolutely nothing. Those stupid letters and photos and other bullshit weren't coming in anymore.
Something had to have happened and he's stuck here in this goddamn tower like a fresh rezzed moron.
His hands were effectively tied as well. No one could be sent out without the other two's approval and even then it'd be brought forward to discussion by the head vanguard. Which means that nothing could happen for days and he'll be sitting on his ass like he already was. All it did was make him all the more frustrated about having given up his freedom to leave as he so pleased because at least then someone would be out there trying to figure out what happened.
The hunter buries his face in his hands with an exhausted sigh leaving him. He probably looked like hell at this rate. Throwing himself into long hours had made his sleep schedule an abysmal handful of hours in the past few days. Half the time he didn't know how he wasn't passing out during meetings. Be easy to. Pull the hood further down, lean down on the table and maybe get an hour or two of on and off rest. Might be the best time to try it out to be quite honest since the hall was dead before attempting it when there'd be actual repercussions to getting caught.
He grunts after stretching out on the table some, pillowing his head with his arms for something close to comfortable. Shade is called out of transmat to keep a watch on things while an attempt at a nap was made. The ghost whirling softly in concern but does as told.
Things suck. Might as well try to ignore it for the time being.]
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Date: 2015-12-01 12:25 pm (UTC)From:[He nuzzles in close, throwing an arm loosely around Liam's shoulders with a pleased noise. Time is taken to tug a blanket over the both of them partially.]
I don't know about gunslinger though it would be a better fit than a bladedancer. Let you be warm on your own.
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Date: 2015-12-03 12:30 pm (UTC)From:Maybe I don't want to go solar then, maybe I like keeping a certain hunter close for warmth.
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Date: 2015-12-03 03:43 pm (UTC)From:All so I can stay your personal heater.
[There's a soft smile at the pressing in, wrapping his arms better around Liam and gently kissing his forehead before humming contently. He didn't mind being a source of warmth really. At least it was appreciated by someone.]
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Date: 2015-12-06 08:52 am (UTC)From:[The kiss makes him grin all the more, and he all but melts into the hold. Warm, happy, content, it's the best possible combination to be shared with the best possible person.]
Even if I could touch solar, think I'd want you around to curl up with anyways.
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Date: 2015-12-06 06:34 pm (UTC)From:[He never wanted to give this up at all, more than happy to press another soft kiss to the titan's cheek while maintaining his gentle hold on him.]
Good to know. Never losing this privilege I hope.
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Date: 2015-12-07 11:27 pm (UTC)From:And c'mon, I'm totally a natural.
[Gentle joking, to be sure, because he's entirely content at the moment.]
Not so long as I'm around. Gonna get sick of me stealing your solar some day, and even then I'm gonna still do it.
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Date: 2015-12-08 12:21 am (UTC)From:Still have to see for myself.
[That last part earns a soft laugh from him though.]
Good to know. Don't think I see myself ever getting sick of this however.
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Date: 2015-12-09 06:39 am (UTC)From:[He nuzzles into James' shoulder with a wry grin.]
Better not, 'cause I'm gonna be here for a long, long time.
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Date: 2015-12-09 07:04 am (UTC)From:[A gentle kiss is pressed against the titan's temple before giving a small smile.]
Good. I'd like to keep it that way. Fight for it really.
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Date: 2015-12-09 07:26 am (UTC)From:[Oh, but those are some rather touching words, and it strikes something warm in him.]
Never have to fight anyone, promise, because there's never gonna be anyone else.
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Date: 2015-12-09 07:40 am (UTC)From:Though it doesn't have to people. I don't think you'd ever do such a thing neither would I. Fight against the darkness from trying to end you. Fight anything really. I'd do that to keep you around as long as I can.
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Date: 2015-12-10 01:04 am (UTC)From:Promise I'm not going anywhere. Ever. The darkness itself can kiss my ass, not letting it rip me away from you.
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Date: 2015-12-10 01:54 am (UTC)From:Good. Really good.
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Date: 2015-12-12 10:29 pm (UTC)From:[Good, that hold is exactly what he wants, and even in the wake of being a bit winded, he still wouldn't miss this for the world.]
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Date: 2015-12-12 11:12 pm (UTC)From:[At some point he was going to have to sneak away to attempt some paperwork but right now wasn't a good time. More than content to stay here.]
Did you check in with the host while out?
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Date: 2015-12-13 12:28 am (UTC)From:[Which of course is the easy way of sidestepping the question and not having to admit that he's been negligent with his work.]
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Date: 2015-12-13 01:23 am (UTC)From:Fair enough. Whatever you think is best.
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Date: 2015-12-13 01:28 am (UTC)From:[He goes quiet for a moment, frowning slightly at the thought.]
Just don't want to get sent out real quick again, yeah?
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Date: 2015-12-13 01:52 am (UTC)From:[That's certainly something to keep in mind though. The fact that this vacation or whatever it is can be cut short by new orders didn't bring a smile to his face. However he gives the titan a soft kiss before moving to sit back up, dropping his hold.]
I'll still be here though at least.
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Date: 2015-12-13 02:06 am (UTC)From:Should come with sometime. Like I said, teach my boys a thing or two.
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Date: 2015-12-13 02:32 am (UTC)From:I'll see what I can do. If there's enough time between now and your next assignment, maybe then. Sound like a plan?
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Date: 2015-12-13 10:43 pm (UTC)From:[It makes things a bit more sullen, and he's not certain that he likes that. Guardian life isn't at all conducive to allowing time with loved ones, after all, and that's a pretty shitty reality.
Still, he grins anyways, though it might be a bit more subdued than before, and reaches over to lace their fingers together.]
Totally a plan. And if not, then I'm just gonna have to kill everything out there fast and punch the darkness in the face quick so that I'm back home before you even notice I'm gone.
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Date: 2015-12-14 12:00 am (UTC)From:So he moves in order to steal a soft, reassuring kiss before giving his hand a squeeze.]
I'll try my best to get the paperwork and planning settled out then. That whole killing thing would go faster if I was there anyway.
[Humming contently, the hunter presses his forehead to the titan's gently.]
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Date: 2015-12-15 12:54 am (UTC)From:I mean, it really would. I kinda learned from the best, after all.
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Date: 2015-12-15 01:25 am (UTC)From:[However the compliment is appreciated and earns a smile from him.]
I'll give my best effort to get the appropriate approval.